I may be going off track a bit… but what’s a blog for but to go off track here and there. I write poetry here and there and it’s only done when the mood strikes me.
Here’s some music to set the mood. Goldfrapp – Deep Honey
Please forgive my melancholy mood.
A Blue Undulating Sea
Written by Lilitte
Why Would you defame me, belittle me, discredit who I am
Why would you take compliments to me and turn it sideways, switching it, turning it twisting it your way,
Why is your whole end game is to laugh, to ridicule me through and through
Why do you turn me to true blue,
I am blue like the summer sky is blue,
I am blue like a bluish sea undulating in its vastness
bringing bright greenish waves foaming beneath me
I feel a grey sky hovering and enveloping me, cloaking me
Leaving me clinging to a pounding heart, beating louder and louder
So deafening that I can’t hear myself speak
If I could, I would brighten, believe,
Sanding that stone til it’s smooth against my cheek.
I would be fiercely protective
of your character, displaying you, your talent,
with the brightest star,
seeking nothing but
your love, your approval
your heart, your pride